copy cat.

both victoria and coggs typed in random facts about themselves. usually, i work like a salmon and swim against the stream, but i love them. and i love their ideas. and i want to be part of the group. so i am going to list my self facts too!!!!! this is going to be a long list, so get comfortable.

- i went to one brownies meeting when i was a kid, and never went back because i hated it.
- i loved watching old shows when i was a kid. like the Golden Girls, and I Love Lucy.
- i have this curse of always wanting what i cant have.
- the guys i am attracted to are usually in a relationship.
- i can act like a complete snob, but its only because i hate settling for things i don't like.
- its really hard for me to tell people how i really feel.
- i haven't had time to read a lot of the books on my shelf, and it really bothers me.
- i love accents, and wish i had one. well, i do, in other countries.
- i feel like a terrible person sometimes for no reason.
- sometimes i will lay awake at night and wonder what my life would be like if i had made different choices.
- i hate talking on the phone for the first time to people. i know i sound like a child.
- i dislike borrowing books, because when i read a book i usually end up buying it.
- i hate it when people fold pages in books.
- mom borrowed my favorite book once, folded a page in it, i cried, and had to buy a new copy.
- i hate it when people post pictures of themselves kissing.
- when i am in a bad mood, i hate seeing happy people.
- i compare myself to others.
- i have the worst self esteem issues.
- i never leave the house without makeup on, and i only wear my hair up when i am working.
- i feel guilty when i am disappointed with my friends' choices.
- i feel like my mother didn't like me between the ages of 10-14
- i want so badly to live in CALIFORNIA, especially the Bay Area, Berkley.
- i am scared i don't have the talent to be a tattoo artist.
- i am terrified i will loose my talent. i forever have nightmares that my hands will be smashed or i will go blind.
- i consistently wonder if i was thinner, men would like me more.
- i hate that i can be just as shallow as the people i dislike for the same fault.
- i love Indian food, and hate American food.
- i hate cleaning, but cannot live without cleaning.
- i love cooking for people. even if i wont eat what i prepared.
- i get more joy out of giving gifts than receiving them.
- it makes my day when people tell me that they missed me, or that they thought about me.
- i am terrified of getting splints shoved under my nails
- when i am up extremely high, my legs get shaky. but i crave the feeling that fear brings.
- i always wished that i was raised Catholic, because i love the aesthetic.
- i am more proud to be vegan than i was to be vegetarian. i tell everyone.
- i hate it when i see ugly people in a relationship, when i am not.
- i hate it when people tell me that i am beautiful, and will find someone special soon, because i view false hope the same as lieing to my face.
- i consistently wonder if i scare people away by being myself.
- i apply fortunes from the cookies at Chinese places to my life.
- i love Disney world, i love Disney cartoons, i love Disney cartoon movies, but i hate most of the new Disney channel things.
- i love children.
- i love clothes that i cant wear.
- i never leave the house in stretchy pants unless i am going to the gym, because i feel like they highlight my flaws.
- i wish people didn't stereotype me so much.
- i am a hopeless romantic. i have always wanted to be kissed in the rain, walk hand in hand on the beach at sunset, proposed to holding a bouquet of wildflowers...
- i have a fear that i will never find anyone that will truly love me.
- did i say that i was really insecure?